19 took me to POOL MEADOW straight away 

so I resent it as much as 12 as much as HUA1 CAI4 as much as ginger in biscuits as well as the weather here!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

SO sad game theory ends, time is up and what I have done, what I should have done, what I could have done for u,

Why I have to understand game theory???????

Joystick is the only thing I need to PLAY PLAY PLAY!!!!

TESTS AND ASSIGNMENTS on the way and 1st means nothing to me at the moment

though I believe I will burst into tears if I cannot, as wet as the sky, I feel repulsive 

but I do not understand everything because I do not go the lectures, 

and because I can not understand everything so I cannot waste time in lectures in MS

I have to interview ppl about their relationships,

I don not know if they will talk to me but I do not care,

I do not know when VOL.2 will be ready, I do not want to care about that,

I do not what to bother anyone about its progress and its development,

and do not want to talk to any of you, I do not want to put anything on bbs and blog

I am dying everyday and interview tomorrow but I decided to dump it because I do not want to prepare anything

I filled in those rubbishes for weeks but I do not know why I did that

I can spend another couple of hours to construct shinny answers for Y M&A?

but I still do not know why, perfect answer makes sense to them probably but not for me.

I hate the time running so fast

I am wondering if I ask for too much from myself 

My mother told me I was too harsh, maybe, she is always right

But I do not want to wait, as simple as that. 

SO I WANT A CAR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sometimes I feel I really need someone to talk to, without time difference without distance

but I do not know if I can find anyone because I am an eccentrical robot

and Sometimes I doubt if I am this weak, have to rely on others.

I do not know, I do not know everything, do not ask me anything.

I hope I am a gangster but sadly I am just a robot, even sick deadly.

My grandpa is sick, I know he is suffering and I can do nothing but saying all the best.

So I cant help feeling so sick for what i have seen.